Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Playing off my insecurities and desires

The dream did not start at this point, but this is where I start remembering from...
I was following around this character with exaggerated features and his family. They were in a run down sort of house with everyone living in close quarters. He looked like a stereotypical "Hippie" with long, straight, unkempt shaggy hair and wearing an old t-shirt and dark kakhi type shorts with flip-flop sandals. His head was exaggerated from his body, large with a long, large nose on his face.

Side note: This feature of a large, exaggerated nose has occured on male figured in my dreams before. I wonder if it signifies anything besides that men generally have larger noses than women?

Suddenly I appear within the dream, in a bathroom off to the side. I was refreshing myself in a very beautiful sink (and subsequently sinks appear later, too as very important features). I had a moment to glance at myself in the mirror and notice that I was my "ideal dream self" again, as I usually am. I'm definately a glutton to see this side of myself in my dreams and I feel that I actually pushed myself to glance in the mirror before I left the bathroom.

The young man no longer has any exaggerated features and looks normal - I'm not sure if he was the same person just looking different or a different person altogether because the dreams merged together at this point. He, I and his slavic-ethnic grandmother were all going to lie down in the same bed to get some rest for the night, but he didn't want any sleep and kept trying to kiss and fondle (lol fondle) me. I remember saying something to the extent of "geez, your grandma is right next to you! Have you no shame?" Then, his grandmother got up and left the room and we both realized it was because she had wet the bed. Of course, there was no shame that we were obviously in his parent's home, so we started fooling around, but were soon caught when his mother opened the door on us.

We were ushered out of the room and the dream changed again.

There was some sort of party going on in this now extravagant household. This woman came up to me very posh-like and was showing me about very kindly and yet telling me how I will never be a part of this family. There was a big to-do about a certain bathroom she showed a few of us (no idea who the others were, I didn't see them) while giving a tour. It was completely marble and I was very interested in the beautiful sink. I remember turning it on and focusing on how the water came from the faucet and left through the drain.

Then, Megan's phone began ringing here in the room, and in the dream the wall next to me was knocked out by a large tank coming through it, thus ending my dream.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

I was due for some Dream memories...

(yes this is horribly written, but I was in class and trying to pay attention. so sue me.)

I was at a movie thatre, standing in li ne at concessions. This man came up to me - he had a large cup that he was drinking from with lots of ice in it. he was really creepy and trying to hit on me. Someone ran by and knocked the popcorn out of my hands. (I don't know why I already had popcorn but was standing in line?) I was already flustered - tring to get away fromr him, but now he was bent down next to me, leaning in close and helpping me pick up the mess. His teeth were yellow and nasty and were all that I could focus on - I didn't want to look him in the eyes.

I was in a home that reminded me of Kathie Ct. My brother and I were watching something on the TV or computer. It turned out it was Rich Kyanka who was the creator/star, etc. I was suprised and excited then wondered why I was so excited because he is only one man.

Then there is this one point with this short fat green-skinned, pimply, scarred nerd boy. He kept hanging around these supermodels who were disgusted by him. I was disgusted by him, but I wasn't in the scene, only watching it like a movie. He didn't say anything, just stood there looking gross and nasty.

I was back in the Kathie Ct like home and the person living there (me?) had ferrets. I was disgusted at first but they started acting more and more like cats and were growing on me.

I stood up from lying on the floor playing with them and there was a girl in a home across the narrow street that I could see from our parallel windows. (Upon later thought, it turns out she was my "dream self." A skinny, fairer, long haired version of myself. She's only shown up in a couple of my dreams.) She was trying to get my attention and yelling at me to call the Fire Department because her home was on fire.

I went for the phone and then the radio commercial changed my dream completely to some sterile office scene and I slowly woke up to the real world.